The following article, written in 1999, was an attempt to achieve more than one idea. Firstly, it was to try and understand who or what God is. A very demanding parental figure watching down from the heavens, waiting for his children to disobey him before unleashing fire and brimstone, did not sit well with me. It is also too far-fetched for me to consider him as being omniscient and omnipresent.
Then, if one was to achieve some satisfactory conclusion which somehow equates the obvious religious truths, then where do you go with the point of all things? The who, what, when, where, why? And that is before you try and equate anything supernatural into the equation like premonition, prophecy, reincarnation, ghosts, aliens, et al.
I think I was looking for a theory of everything, like most scientists. The all-inclusive theory. I was sufficiently far enough down the rabbit hole to laugh at evolution as all-encompassing; and although there might seem some scientific merit in the Big Bang theory factually, to believe that it just conveniently happened, leading to the mind-blowing reality of the universe and the design of all things in it—or the “Cosmic Blueprint,” as it is often called—seemed to me to be totally ludicrous. Or, as scientists Paul Davies and Fred Hoyle termed it in an analogy known as the “Junkyard Theory”:
The idea that the laws of physics and the specific conditions of the Big Bang just "happened" to be perfect for life is as statistically likely as a tornado blowing through a junkyard (or aircraft hangar full of parts) and accidentally assembling a fully functioning Boeing 747.
Personally I think they were being generous and one only has to consider the following to realize that there is divinity and design behind all things, which an accidental collision of two particles could never prove sufficient to explain:
Sacred Geometry – The idea that the same mathematical proportions found in the heavens (the movement of planets) are mirrored in the smallest structures of life on Earth (the very workings of an atom). Or, as the religious saying goes, “As above, so below.”
The Fibonacci Sequence – A mathematical formula where each number is the sum of the two preceding ones. This is found abundantly in nature in the arrangement of plant leaves, the number of petals, and the arrangement of spirals in things like pine cones, etc.
The Golden Ratio – The spiral pattern of plant leaves that arrange themselves and grow according to the mathematical constant “Phi”; a golden angle of approximately 137.5°, ensuring that no leaf shades the one below it, thereby allowing for as much exposure to the plant’s life-giving needs of sunlight and rain.
Another troubling question to consider when I reasoned the following article was whether God was present in his creation or in the fourth dimension, outside looking in. And then there is the chicken-and-the-egg question of who made God. I think once you read the following article, you might reason that I have subtly answered that in a way that ties in the Big Bang theory in the way of the Sacred Geometry idea and also equated what other dimensions could be. I also think reincarnation can be explained with the incredibly imaginative idea I propose in that we are the thoughts—the God particles—of God's brain.
Anyway, I think that is enough of an explanation behind this article. Again, this is not something I am presenting as fact or something that I intend to be considered as blasphemous. I do believe in a Supreme Creator. It is my own reasoning of things that somehow resonated with me in a way that left few loose ends. Or at least at that point in time in my life, it did.
GENETIC CREATION ORDER - WE THE GOD PARTICLES
“Consciousness… is the phenomenon whereby the Universe's very existence is made known.”
Roger Penrose (1931), British Mathematician and Theoretical Physicist.
Ever since mankind evolved from Homo erectus into Homo sapiens, meaning the “Knowing One,” has its awareness developed to a level determined to understand its own being and consequent, relative place in the universe.
“Human being,” as we refer to ourselves, means that possessing human life. Life, of course, is the essence of all creation and all manifestation thereof. It is the nature of things. To live is to be, so therefore—living is being. Life creates being, and being allows life to create. It is the reproductive cycle that allows the nature of all that exists to manifest and grow. It is this very nature, revealed by Darwin in his Origin of Species, that led to the circumstances that gave birth to our evolution as a species. And it is from the evolving formation of the universe that we have been formed. But what is formation and what is form?
Form is what allows things to exist in the so-called physical dimension: that which has shape and depth, that which is made up of matter. Formation is the process by which matter evolves. As the nature of all that stems from life is to form and grow, it is constantly evolving.
Matter, as modern science has shown, is energy. Until the discovery of relativity by the greatest scientist that ever lived, Albert Einstein, these were considered separate states with their own conservation laws. Neither could be created and neither could be destroyed. We have since learnt, through the theory of relativity, that matter also exists as a wave at the subatomic level and, because of which, there is only one conservation law that determines matter and energy, and that is as interchangeable commodities.
The only one constant that remains true throughout the universe and all existence is life, as life is pure and flawlessly perfect. From the moment that life came into existence, or being, has there been an awareness which has developed the universal consciousness to increasing heights of enlightenment. This, of course, is true of all that shares this universal existence or being and, as stated by Carl Jung and other eminent scientists, it exists as a collective. All belong to this consciousness and are capable of connecting into it, despite being individuals.
If all that exists, as science has so far proven, has evolved from a given code and possesses that code—reflected at all stages of mass from the smallest measure of matter to the workings of a solar system—then all has originated from the same source and is thereby part of that collective and inherent in all aspects of that source's design. This will be apparent on all levels and all capabilities will be reachable and attainable to all.
Yet, although life is perfect and pure, all that which is procreated or manifest from it, taking form and structure, remains in pursuit of achieving wholly that which exists at the core—the point of life—perfection on all levels of omniscience. For just as we can be seen to be developing towards maturity, so can the universe—the fact that it is expanding, or even changing, shows us that this must be true. Therefore, it too must go through cycles of disintegration through integration in order to attain a higher state. This has been the way for mankind and must be so throughout the universe. Entropy and Syntropy.
Again, modern science has shown this to be true by the variation in predictions of the universe's expansion. Many astrophysicists have claimed that the expansion rate was declining to a point where there was a very great fear of a collapse leading to a universal implosion. Studies recently into supernovas have actually shown that not only has this feared collapse changed, but that the universe's expansion is now increasing in speed.
Unless calculations have been made in error, the universe would seem to be constantly fluctuating. Of course, this could be due to the variations of heightened consciousness juxtaposed to a collective whole. Thus, the universe is determined primarily by its consciousness. After all, matter cannot be created or destroyed, only interchanged with energy. And as energy is bound to the same, it cannot increase in measure, so how can we believe that the universe can alter its size? Surely the most it should attain is that of change with regard to shape and form.
The size of the universe must be relative mathematically to a holistic sum, and the equation could be determined by consciousness. Consciousness may be the juxtaposition of both these properties, yet unbound by their conservation law. And it is to that sum that mankind is a representative figure. However, this consciousness may not prove to be the answer to life, as it is merely the answer of life. It cannot yet be measured and remains untouched by science, resulting in a theoretical equation.
It may even be that it is not mankind's acceptance of spiritual consciousness that will increase the sum total, but his denial. As he disconnects from this universal, collective pool, all that he consciously retains may return to the origin; therefore, our 20th-century era of denial and devaluement could swell, increasing the margins of time and space. As we reconnect and draw on this universal consciousness, then the expansion would again slow to resemble a collapse. This would mean that as mankind evolves through disintegration and integration towards new heights, so the individual cup can be filled and emptied, each time increasing the measure of the universal cup.
It may well be that mankind is the key to the universal space, existing as the center of the universe for his supreme ability to allow life to formulate on most depths and levels; a medium by which life could attain its destiny absolute. This is, of course, different from the center of universal attention that we previously believed had been bestowed by the Creator. As we now know our evolutionary descent, we have found that our purpose is merely a part of another—a so-called God.
Yet, if the source of life is perfect and pure, what can we presume to be the basis for any form of evolution, for surely none can surpass perfection? Unfortunately, this perfection only exists at the root of design: the core. The code. The rest is imperfect and, as such, is a creation from life.
God is the term that we have applied throughout our various religions and beliefs to be that of the primary creator of life; yet God is the total sum of the life that came to be and will come to be, and because of this, He must only exist pure at the root, as He is the be-all and end-all of all that is evolving. God has seen His birth as life itself evolve to the current stage of holistic development and, although this development cannot be measured totally, it can be seen by observing the universe.
When life began, it had being through awareness and held the blueprint to all future determinations of life. Its purpose, as previously stated, was to give life. Yet for life to become a creator of all that exists, it needed form also. Life creates being, and being allows life to create. Otherwise, there is no basis for sustenance and life would merely decay. As decay is not a part of life's code, it needed to compose itself on two levels: a level of life and a level of being or existence—the need for matter and energy reliant on an interchangeable level.
The third part of the triangle—or the causal factor, I believe—is consciousness. Energy can be seen to be the route and matter the means to effect, the result of which is processed in consciousness for heightened growth through decay and the pursuit of perfection. This would ultimately prove the Big Bang as being nothing more than the transformation of Yin and Yang as a new level is attained. This would also explain why such a magnificent code of life has come to be more than the accident this beginning suggests.
Life can now be seen as the perfect code that allows being. Being can be seen as the creation of all to become and, ultimately, the development of God—the creator of all—as He matures from His birth, when life took form, through the destined attainment of perfection on all levels.
As part of this creation and form, we can be seen as “God particles,” and just as He struggles to liberate His consciousness, in His enlightenment through growth and maturity, so shall we follow. I say that we are the particles of His mind, the “Central Processing Unit” that is responsible for shaping His consciousness, and that the universe is His juvenile body taking interchangeable strides towards perfect form.
The mind may not yet be perfect and the form neither, but the code that allows this God to continue being is, and therefore, as Einstein predicted, matter and energy will not be destroyed. They will continue to aid the development of the God consciousness. In the beginning came perfection, and thus will be the end result—a result that we shall always be a part of.
“For in him we live, and move, and have our being.”
Acts of the Apostles, Ch. 17, v. 28